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Wow this so...weird. DA is all different now O.o
So...for now I guess I have my schedule more or less in the balance, so that means more free time and more free time means more drawings for me to submit and the more active I will be on DA. I have to do a collab and two requests. I deeply apologized for the wait for those who are waiting for the drawings they requested. 'Cause College ain't that easy but it ain't hard if you take your time, focus and dedication in your studies (I'm really taking them seriously that's why I keep myself busy). Also from now on I'm going to take my drawings seriously, so I'm going to try variation when it comes to drawing. What I mean by it is that I'm going to draw different stuff like anime, real life people, real life animals, objects and other stuff. But one thing that won't change for sure: I'm never going to stop drawing Sonic the Hedgehog and will always draw this guy as often as possible. I just love this blue fellow too much to distance myself from it. So yeah that's that. I'll try to start the drawings requested here this weekend and finish as soon as possible if I can. Oh I might also submit the drawings I made for my classes, so you guys can give me your opinion.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
For now I'm feeling a whole lot better compared to how I was feeling two weeks ago. How? College. Since I started college I finally got to escape the boredom of my *ahem* current residence. You could say that I'm wildly infatuated with the college I'm studying in. Who wouldn't be if the place is especially made for those who want to study the digital arts and its filled with people that have interests similar to yours? The classes that I'm taking I'm enjoying them a lot, since most of them are drawing classes. For now I may not submit drawings for a while because I'm not sure if the drawings I'm going to make are worth to be submitted. So yeah, thanks to college I'm having more ambitions and new goals. My current problems are still there but right now I'm not giving it much care about them. Just for now I feel kinda neutral about the whole situation. 

Meh...
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Seether
Just chill bruh by AaClariSonikku
Just chill bruh
Had to finished this in a rush since in two days I'm starting college. Also I'll be making a collab with
:iconmiiukka:
And :iconmeowsscourgeartz152: requested me to do her a drawing.
So I'm a bit pressed for time since I need to focus on my studies.
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Ugh I'm such an attention whore...
But I can't help but think about what would happen when I'm gone? How would people react? How would they handle the situation? Would they even care...? 
I'm sorry I had this stuck in my head for a while and I needed to let it out somehow.
I've been thinking about it lately since the little family I have sees me as total pain in the back and a total package and some friends that used to talk to me a lot lately they barely talk to me at all. They have grown each day more distant from me.  Plus many other problems mostly family related that's taking a toll on me. It's been causing me a lot of emotional and mental distress lately, seriously I'm too young for this. I barely started college and living my own life and already going through this. I already had unnecessary teenage drama for these years, sometimes it makes me want to curl up in a corner and disappear. Really pathetic of me that I should be thinking about it... It won't solve anything after all. My mental troubles kinda affected my physical well being but thank heavens it didn't screwed me over totally. Many people around me claim that they care but I do a silly stupid thing and immediately they start proving me otherwise. They say they'll always be there for me when I need them, but at the time I need them...they turn their backs on me. I'll literally have to fend for myself if I want to continue on living and reach my goals. And I do want to accomplish that!
But obviously it's not easy. Thankfully only a few people and one family member are helping and supporting me. So I'm very thankful because of that.
The lack of motivation I had since January has kinda grown a little bit more severe than expected. Even tho right now I have been feeling a little bit better than before...but that doesn't fix the little promises and the many self-promises that I broke. I constantly promised in my past journals that I will try and post more drawings and be more active, but I have failed you all miserably. When I try to draw something it either ends up being horrible or just that I get too lazy due to the lack of motivation. And sometimes I'm too chicken to talk to my friends here on DA, and that came with a horrible price... I even though of deactivating and start fresh in another account, but I didn't wan't to risk to loose the good friends that I have here. So I decided to post more drawings myself and try to at least be more sociable. In a week I'm starting college, which it could help me greatly and help ignore my troubles. 
I gotta stop thinking of what other people think of me, don't let myself be judged by other people and just be happy.
But I really want to know if they really care or not...
  • Mood: Neglect

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Hello I'm just a foreign, disorganized and socially awkward girl who is madly in love with the blue hedgehog. My artwork might not be the best and I'm usually negative about everything I do and about every single detail about my qualities, but I always try to give my best.

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So...for now I guess I have my schedule more or less in the balance, so that means more free time and more free time means more drawings for me to submit and the more active I will be on DA. I have to do a collab and two requests. I deeply apologized for the wait for those who are waiting for the drawings they requested. 'Cause College ain't that easy but it ain't hard if you take your time, focus and dedication in your studies (I'm really taking them seriously that's why I keep myself busy). Also from now on I'm going to take my drawings seriously, so I'm going to try variation when it comes to drawing. What I mean by it is that I'm going to draw different stuff like anime, real life people, real life animals, objects and other stuff. But one thing that won't change for sure: I'm never going to stop drawing Sonic the Hedgehog and will always draw this guy as often as possible. I just love this blue fellow too much to distance myself from it. So yeah that's that. I'll try to start the drawings requested here this weekend and finish as soon as possible if I can. Oh I might also submit the drawings I made for my classes, so you guys can give me your opinion.
  • Mood: Daily Needs

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your welcome :)
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